the constant irritating shit i get fr that colleague of mine. its driving me crazy.
i miss him. tho he has 'graduated', he's gettin even more busy. even at nite, we barely tok long. am i suppose to be happy or sad? i longed for him esp times wen im pretty upset bout work. i noe he hasnt much time for me and its not right for me to demand so much time fr him.
sometimes, i ask myself if this r/s is going anywhere? de future seems so bleak, wif de fact that he's in army. but i cant bear to let him go, cant bear to giv up tis r/s. i hate to see him uphappy bcos im not happy. i ask myself if we being together makes him happy? if it does bring him happiness? i cant find an answer myself. i hope to hear the answer from him. :/ we have plans, yet i dunno why at times i still feel de insecurity. crap.
i dunno why im feelin so depressed today. all i hope is to be with you, in your arms again. Our feelings are true, if we are meant to be together, nothing will sets us apart.. *the promise to go thru thick and thin still remains, my precious*
Heaven Knows - by Rick Price
He's always on my mind
From the time I wake up
Till I close my eyes
He's everywhere I go
He's all I know
Though he's so far away
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now he's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let him go
Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows
My friends keep tellin me
That if you really love him
You've gotta set him free
And if he returns in kind
I'll know he's mine
So tell me where do I start
Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let him go
Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows
Why I live in despair'
Cause wide awake or
Dreaming
I know he's never there
And all the time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so
Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows
Heaven knows.....2x
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Thursday, June 15, 2006
very long update
(a huge update wif many pics)
Past few weeks have been busy, trying to finish up on projects. I must say im really glad I changed group and found much much nicer pple to work with. *smiles* they are really cooperative and always so enthu into meeting up. Seeing them wanting to finish the project fast also gave me more motivation :) the endless meeting at Food Courts, Burger King joints, Hans cafe, McDonalds (thx to McDonalds, we managed to charge the laptop and finish our report) finally came to an end and we officially submitted our project last Monday – yay! Oh well, it also means that exams are coming, lol. Reali sian half leh. :/
*thank you everyone! & good luck for de upcoming exams! :):)
Chilled out a number of times wif Chan & co too at the infamous Little Bali and Rochester Park. Heard good reviews on FP forum about those 2 places, hence the visit. Hee. Little Bali was pretty out of the way if u dun drive but unique place, they designed the place such that u feel as if you r in Bali, heh. Cool concept hur? But a bit deceiving? Hah.. Rochester Park is more convenient tho =)
-at Bugis Sakae before meeting up wif Chan n co- (he is proud of his new specs! boohoo)
-at Little Bali-
-at East Coast one of de Sundays-
-he made me do de same pose-
-he was more interested in whether his specs changed colour- (LOL)
wen bowling wif my boy's cousins too. crap, i've lost touch wif bowling, always kena de drain, super sian & paiseh. boohoo. so i asked my boy to help me bowl after that, hehe. was at Katong Bowling Centre till 8+pm before we headed for a late dinner, at Sakae Sushi (as always) den send dem home! haha~
-trying to have some style, haha-
-us waiting for our turn-
-wilson and jo-
in conjunction wif our monthly anni, supposed to go Sentosa for picnic but was too rushed, so we cooked at home instead :) one smashed egg wif mayo and de other fried egg, hehe. i dun eat mayo, so he insisted he shld fry one! tadah~
Work wise, it was kinda horrible last week. Colleagues been taking MC and urgent leave la etc, super fed up. I was running around like a crazy woman cos I have to cover their work. Reali super sian. but was it a blessing in disguise? my colleague's immediate supervisor told my colleague 'I am really very happy wif what she helped me last week. She is very nice and her working attitude is good. Can I request for her to assist me instead of ***?'
wen I heard that last sentence, my immediate reaction was 'erh, thanks for the compliment but can I say no thanks?' -in deep shit- i reali dun wan to b under her. I heard rumours bout that supervisor being very bad tempered and temperamental. She will shout at u for no reason. That's my fear. But I have no say :( will see wad happens in the coming months.. *cries*
Oh yes, 2nd June marks the day my dear brother got enlisted too. Boohoo~ hopefully he lose more weight! Hehe cos he’s in the obese sector *grin* JIAYOU! =) -miss your presence at home- *hugs*
8th June, the PIGS got together full attendance! heh. wif everyone so busy studyin & workin, its a miracle all were present on that day! haha. Sakae Sushi forever so crowded, we waited for an hour -.-" left ard 10 and drove (7 pple squeeze!)to Wine Bar @ Damsey Rd! kinda secluded place, but dun look dwn on it, it was 3/4 full on a Thursday! we got ourselves a table and ordered wine + cheese platter *yum yum* will miss you all PIGS again! reali happy to see all of u :)
-at Wheelock's Sakae-
-at Wine Bar-
10th June was a memorable day for my boy as he officially commissions! From the first day he was posted to OCS, I started my MSN nick '38 weeks and counting down' then to '10 weeks and counting down'and finally to 'just 1 more week!'. The parade was an eye-opener, thankfully it didn't rained during their parade. It lasted till about 7 before we proceeded to the Dining Hall for dinner. As usual, the food took long to come :/ *hungry*
-tadah! spotted u, hehe- they were marching upwards. i searched high n low, left n right, heng ah, still in time, hee.
-putting the empaulette on for him-
-my boy's dad took this for us :)-
-wif his dear parents-
-secondary sch frenz aka the Amenz- i thought this was a nice colour combi they blend well, hehe :)
-our poly frenz-
-wif kelvin and gf-
-OCS army frenz-
Supposedly going to Chang Hong's b/day after that, but my boy was down wif fever and sore throat, thus we din turn up :/ drove home and immediately to dreamland for him. Lol.. I was hungry so makan and watch tv while he sleep, lol. That nite I felt like I was taking care of my baby, lol. Patted him to bed and woke up every 2 hrs to make sure he's fever is down. We got up on a Sunday morn, he felt a bit better so we headed to Bukit Timah for breakfast. Wanted to have prawn noodles, but the stall was closed, boohoo~ we wen back to slp after breakfast as his fever came back -.-"
wen out in the evening to his grandma house as his cousins from Australia came over for a short visit. So paiseh, cos its de first time I met his paternal grandma, hee :p heng they are all very nice and friendly. We had dinner at some seafood restaurant @ Clementi before the young n de old parted. Before we left, my boy's grandma gave me a red packet, and ask me to come more often, super paiseh :P
We drove his cousins to the Boat Quay area, took some pics, and had some coffee over @ TCC before we send them back to Holiday Inn Hotel. It was a nice get-together, dunno wen they will be coming to Sg again. Anyway, wish them Bon Voyage! *smiles*
Boo. Gonna miss my boy again. the platoon he's handling are new recruits, and he has to suffer wif dem -> confined together for 2 weeks! *faint* how can lidat! super sad :/ im like now looking forward to the new recruit's POP cos that's wen my boy will have some off day too. Next Feb, he will be bringing dem to India! Faint ah. Sigh sigh~ hope things will be shun shun li li for him =)
16/6/06: my boy's Commissioning Ball @ Conrad Hotel. tiring day as he only booked out in de afternoon. had lunch at my plc den he wen for short shoppin wif his mum while i wen to do my make up & hair :) reached Conrad pretty early, so we took a few pics :)
-wilson, the pianist, hehe-
-love at first sight wif de lightings, hehe-
-pictures together-
de door only opened ard 730? so during that 1.5 hr 'free time', they had 'free stations'. we took this couple photo thingy and also sat down for de lady to drew this!
the lady artist was telling my boy "her smile is so pretty, she look like ms universe, can i put a tiara on her head?" and my boy actually replied "no u cant tell her that, she will fly up to de sky" what the.. -.-
the lady continued entertaining us saying "if she fly up, you will also fly up wad". and that boy said "no, i will wait for her to come down" c..r..a..p.. -.-
-the photo thingy we took-
-the theme, Genesis, which means the beginning of something :) (in this context, referrin to the beginning of them becoming official SIRS)-
-the 2 MCs-
-playing one of de team game-
-at the dinner-
-one of de nicer pic: kun, don and wil-
den.. the embarassing moment arrived! *hide face*
the guys wen up first. den de MCs started askin each of dem who they are bringing up to de stage wif dem. the other 3 said 'my date, my girlfriend'. that boy said thru the mike, 'im bringing my wife'... *touched, speechless, stunned, i tried hiding my face while walking up to de stage wif all de screams, whistles, shouts etc*
-up on de stage, lookin at each other, stunned-
"what to do? what to dance? how how?"
-SHOCKED. oh no oh no-
-"tongue sticked out": this time die liao lah..-
-why tis expression? there were 4 couples, each will dance either chinese/ english/ malay/ hindu dance and den? we kena de hindu one ah! audience fault! boohoo-
so malu can! :p everyone was laughing (including us!) i nvr felt so nervous before, lol.. kun videoed down the whole dance, thanks man :) wanted to post it up here thru you-tube, but on 2nd thoughts, better not lah. heh. *a moment to remember*
-last but not least, our table 7 :)-
din stayed long after de whole event was over as my boy hafta report in tmr. boohoo. a tired day indeed, but a happy one. i hope their journey of becoming PCs will all be a smooth smooth one. Congrats to all! =)
oh yea, World Cup has arrived! hehe so excited! =p bought a few bets every now and then, so far so good, hehe. thankfully my colleagues interested also! *grin* wanted to buy Argentina today, but no time so couldnt buy lah! sad leh.
Jolyn: remember ah, de next time i see you, u muz be smiling already okie? put the past behind you, be the pretty pretty gal again :):)
*To get the photos (of any u'll wan), visit here!
Past few weeks have been busy, trying to finish up on projects. I must say im really glad I changed group and found much much nicer pple to work with. *smiles* they are really cooperative and always so enthu into meeting up. Seeing them wanting to finish the project fast also gave me more motivation :) the endless meeting at Food Courts, Burger King joints, Hans cafe, McDonalds (thx to McDonalds, we managed to charge the laptop and finish our report) finally came to an end and we officially submitted our project last Monday – yay! Oh well, it also means that exams are coming, lol. Reali sian half leh. :/
*thank you everyone! & good luck for de upcoming exams! :):)
Chilled out a number of times wif Chan & co too at the infamous Little Bali and Rochester Park. Heard good reviews on FP forum about those 2 places, hence the visit. Hee. Little Bali was pretty out of the way if u dun drive but unique place, they designed the place such that u feel as if you r in Bali, heh. Cool concept hur? But a bit deceiving? Hah.. Rochester Park is more convenient tho =)
-at Bugis Sakae before meeting up wif Chan n co- (he is proud of his new specs! boohoo)
-at Little Bali-
-at East Coast one of de Sundays-
-he made me do de same pose-
-he was more interested in whether his specs changed colour- (LOL)
wen bowling wif my boy's cousins too. crap, i've lost touch wif bowling, always kena de drain, super sian & paiseh. boohoo. so i asked my boy to help me bowl after that, hehe. was at Katong Bowling Centre till 8+pm before we headed for a late dinner, at Sakae Sushi (as always) den send dem home! haha~
-trying to have some style, haha-
-us waiting for our turn-
-wilson and jo-
in conjunction wif our monthly anni, supposed to go Sentosa for picnic but was too rushed, so we cooked at home instead :) one smashed egg wif mayo and de other fried egg, hehe. i dun eat mayo, so he insisted he shld fry one! tadah~
Work wise, it was kinda horrible last week. Colleagues been taking MC and urgent leave la etc, super fed up. I was running around like a crazy woman cos I have to cover their work. Reali super sian. but was it a blessing in disguise? my colleague's immediate supervisor told my colleague 'I am really very happy wif what she helped me last week. She is very nice and her working attitude is good. Can I request for her to assist me instead of ***?'
wen I heard that last sentence, my immediate reaction was 'erh, thanks for the compliment but can I say no thanks?' -in deep shit- i reali dun wan to b under her. I heard rumours bout that supervisor being very bad tempered and temperamental. She will shout at u for no reason. That's my fear. But I have no say :( will see wad happens in the coming months.. *cries*
Oh yes, 2nd June marks the day my dear brother got enlisted too. Boohoo~ hopefully he lose more weight! Hehe cos he’s in the obese sector *grin* JIAYOU! =) -miss your presence at home- *hugs*
8th June, the PIGS got together full attendance! heh. wif everyone so busy studyin & workin, its a miracle all were present on that day! haha. Sakae Sushi forever so crowded, we waited for an hour -.-" left ard 10 and drove (7 pple squeeze!)to Wine Bar @ Damsey Rd! kinda secluded place, but dun look dwn on it, it was 3/4 full on a Thursday! we got ourselves a table and ordered wine + cheese platter *yum yum* will miss you all PIGS again! reali happy to see all of u :)
-at Wheelock's Sakae-
-at Wine Bar-
10th June was a memorable day for my boy as he officially commissions! From the first day he was posted to OCS, I started my MSN nick '38 weeks and counting down' then to '10 weeks and counting down'and finally to 'just 1 more week!'. The parade was an eye-opener, thankfully it didn't rained during their parade. It lasted till about 7 before we proceeded to the Dining Hall for dinner. As usual, the food took long to come :/ *hungry*
-tadah! spotted u, hehe- they were marching upwards. i searched high n low, left n right, heng ah, still in time, hee.
-putting the empaulette on for him-
-my boy's dad took this for us :)-
-wif his dear parents-
-secondary sch frenz aka the Amenz- i thought this was a nice colour combi they blend well, hehe :)
-our poly frenz-
-wif kelvin and gf-
-OCS army frenz-
Supposedly going to Chang Hong's b/day after that, but my boy was down wif fever and sore throat, thus we din turn up :/ drove home and immediately to dreamland for him. Lol.. I was hungry so makan and watch tv while he sleep, lol. That nite I felt like I was taking care of my baby, lol. Patted him to bed and woke up every 2 hrs to make sure he's fever is down. We got up on a Sunday morn, he felt a bit better so we headed to Bukit Timah for breakfast. Wanted to have prawn noodles, but the stall was closed, boohoo~ we wen back to slp after breakfast as his fever came back -.-"
wen out in the evening to his grandma house as his cousins from Australia came over for a short visit. So paiseh, cos its de first time I met his paternal grandma, hee :p heng they are all very nice and friendly. We had dinner at some seafood restaurant @ Clementi before the young n de old parted. Before we left, my boy's grandma gave me a red packet, and ask me to come more often, super paiseh :P
We drove his cousins to the Boat Quay area, took some pics, and had some coffee over @ TCC before we send them back to Holiday Inn Hotel. It was a nice get-together, dunno wen they will be coming to Sg again. Anyway, wish them Bon Voyage! *smiles*
Boo. Gonna miss my boy again. the platoon he's handling are new recruits, and he has to suffer wif dem -> confined together for 2 weeks! *faint* how can lidat! super sad :/ im like now looking forward to the new recruit's POP cos that's wen my boy will have some off day too. Next Feb, he will be bringing dem to India! Faint ah. Sigh sigh~ hope things will be shun shun li li for him =)
16/6/06: my boy's Commissioning Ball @ Conrad Hotel. tiring day as he only booked out in de afternoon. had lunch at my plc den he wen for short shoppin wif his mum while i wen to do my make up & hair :) reached Conrad pretty early, so we took a few pics :)
-wilson, the pianist, hehe-
-love at first sight wif de lightings, hehe-
-pictures together-
de door only opened ard 730? so during that 1.5 hr 'free time', they had 'free stations'. we took this couple photo thingy and also sat down for de lady to drew this!
the lady artist was telling my boy "her smile is so pretty, she look like ms universe, can i put a tiara on her head?" and my boy actually replied "no u cant tell her that, she will fly up to de sky" what the.. -.-
the lady continued entertaining us saying "if she fly up, you will also fly up wad". and that boy said "no, i will wait for her to come down" c..r..a..p.. -.-
-the photo thingy we took-
-the theme, Genesis, which means the beginning of something :) (in this context, referrin to the beginning of them becoming official SIRS)-
-the 2 MCs-
-playing one of de team game-
-at the dinner-
-one of de nicer pic: kun, don and wil-
den.. the embarassing moment arrived! *hide face*
the guys wen up first. den de MCs started askin each of dem who they are bringing up to de stage wif dem. the other 3 said 'my date, my girlfriend'. that boy said thru the mike, 'im bringing my wife'... *touched, speechless, stunned, i tried hiding my face while walking up to de stage wif all de screams, whistles, shouts etc*
-up on de stage, lookin at each other, stunned-
"what to do? what to dance? how how?"
-SHOCKED. oh no oh no-
-"tongue sticked out": this time die liao lah..-
-why tis expression? there were 4 couples, each will dance either chinese/ english/ malay/ hindu dance and den? we kena de hindu one ah! audience fault! boohoo-
so malu can! :p everyone was laughing (including us!) i nvr felt so nervous before, lol.. kun videoed down the whole dance, thanks man :) wanted to post it up here thru you-tube, but on 2nd thoughts, better not lah. heh. *a moment to remember*
-last but not least, our table 7 :)-
din stayed long after de whole event was over as my boy hafta report in tmr. boohoo. a tired day indeed, but a happy one. i hope their journey of becoming PCs will all be a smooth smooth one. Congrats to all! =)
oh yea, World Cup has arrived! hehe so excited! =p bought a few bets every now and then, so far so good, hehe. thankfully my colleagues interested also! *grin* wanted to buy Argentina today, but no time so couldnt buy lah! sad leh.
Jolyn: remember ah, de next time i see you, u muz be smiling already okie? put the past behind you, be the pretty pretty gal again :):)
*To get the photos (of any u'll wan), visit here!
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